All Good Things Must Come to an End

To be honest, the cortisone shot did absolutely nothing.  My shoulder actually felt worse after I got it.  I once again refused to tell anybody because like I said I was determined to make the Senior National team.  This team consists of the best gymnasts from Massachusetts, much like the regional team I was chosen to be on.  The difference however, is that this team consists only of seniors in high school, and they compete in Florida against all teams from the nation instead of just the region.  Even with my injury, I was chosen to be on this team!  I was so excited when it was announced at one of the competitions I almost cried.  All the hard work the past four years, and pushing through so much pain finally paid off.  After the team was announced, there were scheduled practices for all of the senior gymnasts so we could get to know each other and practice as a team since we were from all over Massachusetts. 
         The big competition was in Ft. Meyers, Florida.  We stayed in the “Diamondhead” Hotel and it was absolutely breathtaking.  We jet skied with dolphins, parasailed, and actually had time to lie by the hotel pool.  My mom and grandmother came with me, but I shared a room with 3 of my teammates.  When it came time for competition, I used everything in me to try to ignore the pain, but it was so overpowering it was nearly impossible.  Much like New Englands, I was only able to compete two events.  As disappointed as I was that I couldn’t contribute four scores to the team, I was grateful I was able to compete two events, and blessed that I was even chosen for the team.  We ended up finishing in a tie for third place as a team, and even though we didn’t win, I wouldn’t trade any of it for the world.  It was the most amazing experience and something I will never forget. 
         This competition was in mid-June, which meant there were still YMCA nationals ahead of me at the end of June in Toledo, Ohio.  After weighing the pros and cons of competing at YMCA nationals, my coaches, family, and I decided it was in my best interest not to participate.  I had been pushing through my shoulder pain for over a year now and it needed rest.  I was upset about this decision, however I knew it wasn’t worth it.  This meant my gymnastics career was officially over.  Although it seemed like I had a pretty rough career, I definitely had some highlights as well.  Not only was I chosen for the USAG Regional team twice, and the Senior National team, I was the Salem News all star for three years in a row including my senior year, I was an NEC/CAL all star two years in a row, and I was also my high school teams MVP 2 years in a row as well. 

         Looking back on my accomplishments throughout my career I am so proud of everything I did.  To this day, I still have 40+ trophies alongside my 100+ medals from competitions.  I miss this sport more than anything and would do anything to be able to compete again.  Gymnastics was my first love and because of that I decided to become a coach.  I love watching the sport do for these young girls what it did for me.  Gymnastics was the hardest, most rewarding 13 years of my life and I wouldn’t be who I am today without it. 

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